move

If you haven't heard already, we're moving!!! it's the opposite of staying, being or feeling stuck, complacent or sedentary. it means change - BIG change. we're excited and a little nervous. we feel that God is calling us to move on, to believe He will take care of us in the midst of this crazy-ness and to dare to dream that life could be different. We're moving to Bellingham, Washington. Ever since we visited the first time - almost three years ago - we've talked and dreamt of living there. from everything we know, we're really excited to become a part of a church plant there called Mosaic (not the same as the one in so cal though). we're really excited to join them and what they're about. check them out here.
other things i love and look forward to:

• the weather - it doesn't get any better than cloudy and rainy for me - doesn't depress me at all. it makes me happy!
• it's absolutely gorgeous, right on the water, green with clear skies (as far as smog goes)
• better air quality (i like this advantage for elena too)
• beautiful downtown and old-town areas. fun for walking.
• lakes in town as well as being on the bay.
• close to seattle and vancouver, b.c.
• safer. i like the idea of taking elena to parks that i know are clean and being able to let her ride her bike in the neighborhood, etc.
• bellingham has ordinances about chain stores and corporations. they have maintained more small shops and locally owned businesses - yay!
• BEAUTIFUL parks
• change - i LOVE change, even though it's hard sometimes
• new surroundings and inputs into our lives.
• walkability - they have some great trails and there are so many gorgeous places there that it just makes me want to be outside!!
• affordability - it has all these benefits and rent is cheaper than modesto!!
• farmer's market - they have a big one
• added bonus: my sister lives there!
• more liberal as a culture - i like that. i like that they are mindful of buying locally and recycling, etc.

i think it will be good for us, for our little family and for our marriage as we journey through this together. we look forward to staying with different people as we are in limbo and brian is looking for a job. although this will be challenging i'm sure, i look forward to the sense of community. i look forward to how it will change me. going through external change tends to foster internal change, ya know? although this has been something we have joked about and dreamt about, we had almost dropped it when we both felt like the lord was bringing it back up - like it was time. i know that might sound weird, but it's true - i really felt like i had let it go when all of the sudden it just seemed right. i think that is God, but i know that "God speaking" means different things to different people. anyway, both brian and i have always felt like we didn't want to stay in modesto forever or raise our family here necessarily, so if we are going to go (which we are!) it'll be good to go while elena is little and not in school or anything yet. so, anyway - let us know if you want any of our stuff (well, maybe not anything) but we are trying to sell a couch, a recliner, a tv cart, a refridgerator and possibly a king-size bed. wish us well! brian leaves on Sept. 19th with the u-haul and elena and i fly out on the 20th. oh and that amazing picture at the top is from last year's trip there. we took it while sitting at the park on the 4th of July, waiting for the fireworks to start.